What the fuck is it ?

So, what the fuck is it with me, that makes other guys think “sorry, let’s be friends…” Honestly, what the hell is it that make’s me that repulsive? Is it my desire to straighten the fuck out of my hair? Wanting to know how he’s feeling? Caring too much? Being too god damned fucking supportive? My desire to hold a clean house? The ability to cook? Drink?

So what is it? I thought 95% of the time I was pretty nice and genuine, but no no… Let’s be friends …

Honestly. I give up.